Last night, i couldn't sleep well, so i couldn't wake up to do the exercise as I plan. So, what's now? I start to feel disappointment, and now i want to give up and go back to my own routine--watching football, chatting, talking, playing fb, and so on. I want to violate all my rule. I want to violate all these rules because now i am lazy and i don't know what to do. I know that i have to work on my project but since i am lazy, i don't feel like doing it. I think it's time i should try to find the way to this problem. Consider it as a challenge and fight with it, win it, don't let it get you this time, try as much as you can to win over your mind set. Try your best to this, don't always let this get you.
You just made a mistake by talking quite a lot just now, and I should have prevented myself from talking too much, that's not good. However, i haven't done anything to it. I should be more conscious than this.
At some point, i feel tired of fighting, but you know what? This will be the best fight! You are born in this world to fight, to play the game of life. If you don't play with it, you are considered a loser, and a loser have no happiness. A loser only feeling regret about what have happened because he knows himself that he didn't try his best for the fight, he didn't prepare well for the fight. Whether you want to fight or not, that's not an option. You are already on the ring, you gotta find way to beat down your opponent who is yourself. Don't let yourself win over you again and again. This will become a habit.
Like right now, myself tell me whether i should sleep or do nothing, because laziness is inside me now. What i should do now is to prepare my table first, and drink more water and come back to express my idea again. Let's see whether by doing this and that would make me feel more lazy or what!
I am back. it was just 5 minutes Feeling? Still sleepy and lazy? Yeah, kind of! ok! let's spend another 5minutes on reading self development. Read it not for the sake of reading, read it to undersand it and apply it. Let's go.
I have read one introduction and one chapter in self development. It's kind of good advice to teach me to be patient. One: think that life is hard, obstacles are road to success. 2: Have a hero and follow him! My hero is bong Kol. At this time, he would sleep a little bit and get up take bath and go to work heartfully. 3. Take care of your health and your mine, drink a lot of water, do exercise if you can. 4: Stop worring. 5: Start everyday with happy face, 6 have friends who are highly patient and follow what they do.
Remember that everyone is the same like you. There is time that they are lazy. God creates human the same way. He gave us one brain to think. It is up to individual to think and do what is good for themselves.
I am still yawning! Let's drink some water and wash my face. Let's see what would happen.
Hmm... a lot better.
What now? Should I try to focus on my FYP? what is my problem this time?
I think it's my mindset. I kept thinking about girls most of the time and something that make me feel comfortable rather than thinking of pushover analysis. I should start blocking the happy thought, and go for how to deal with my FYP. That would be a lot of better. It's only my mindset. Once i change my mindset about it, everything is going to be fine. Let's see how i put my mindset to love my work.
Ok, Think this way: FYP is all about testing your potential. How far you can go with your patient, how far you can go with your research. How much effort you put in your fyp? So it's just a test of my life before i go to work, so let show them that you are worthy for this task by trying to be patient as much as you can with your work. Also, think that you like Earthquake analysis because who know what might happen n the future, what would i become, future is still there, Maybe, cambodia will get earthquake one day and it's time to go and study about earthquake and then my skill will be great. And you know what, earthquake is great phenomena that i should know to prevent everything from dangerous. Also, it could test me what i really like.
Let's try this: Keep thinking of earthquake and tell yourself that you like earthquake until you feel like that you really like it. It is law of attraction. Let's apply it.
This method works, but it is slowly. I slowly like it. It's better than wasting my time sleeping and doing nothing. At least, i feel like i want to know more about earthquake, and i feel like i need to read it more. Now I think i want to do it a little bit faster, It's time for me to try to be patient and read it and try to understand it. I want to apply my strategy of studying it for 50mns and rest for 10mns. For resting time, i can come to write my blog to express how this method work again. Let's be ready by drinking a cup of water, clear my table, go to take bath, and come back and work straight. See how fast i can go. Remember, be fast and try to understand to learn from it, not just reading it.
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