At night, I tried to sleep. In the morning, i tried to get up! Sometimes, being out of control is better. It's kind of clear my thought and it doesn't make my thought complicated. But like right now. It's so complicated. I am laughing at it again.

I think i have another strategy. That should be to sleep at any time I am sleep, and to get at any time I want to get up. Let's see how that work. At night, i just