Just another thought

Since I cannot go to bed for some reasons, i had a thought of throwing away my old souvenir given by my ex-girlfriend, and some stuffs, which i think drag me back. While I was checking those stuffs, I found a watch that I loved so much. Before, i decided to throw it into the plastic bag to throw it away, I checked whether It was still alive or not. It was alive!! I was kind of happy to see it alive, so I told myself to wash it and see. After washing it, and feel that It still looked great though there are a lot of scratch on it's surface, I still really love it. And now, I decided to use it again. I hope it won't be dead again. This time, in case, it will be dead, I will bring it to get fixed because I still love it.

From this watch, I learn that in our life, there are something that we really love at one point. Once that love feeling exists, no matter what that thing becomes, the memory of how exciting that thing give us is still alive in our memory. I know that the love between my ex-gf and mine is already faded away, and we are walking on our sides now, but the memory that we loved each others, care for each others, made each other cry are all still exist no matter what. We can force ourselves not to think about it, but it is still there because it is memory. We cannot erase it from our mind.

Nevertheless, now, i have another watch which given by my brother-in-law, the expensive one which I also love so much. And I decided to wear it both,  and use it both. I can love 2 watches at the same time, but can I love two girls at the same time? Will I still love my ex-gf if I have a new girlfriend? My mind may say "Yes, You can" because it is the nature of human being. We love, like, hate, many things in our life at the same time. It is perfectly normal to have that feeling. That's why there are some people who have more than one girlfriends or wives. This is human's nature, the most devil thing. However, It is wrong to have more than one wife or gf at the same time because they are also human being; they are not things like watches. They can think and feel hurt like us too, so no matter what your wife or gf becomes, you must support and love her even though you have to pretend because living in this life is not all about you, yourself. The happiness comes from people around you. In case, both of you stop loving each other, that's when breakup time comes. But if one still loves another, the one who love the other one, will do anything for the one he or she loves even though the other sides doesn't love back. 

The last part of what I wrote is quite complicated to read and I am sorry for that. I hope you can get what I really mean to say. If someone loves you, let them do it, but just make sure they also know how you feel about them.